{"id":7697,"date":"2025-09-22T22:08:04","date_gmt":"2025-09-22T19:08:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/yellingrosa.com\/wordpress\/?p=7697"},"modified":"2025-09-23T02:22:10","modified_gmt":"2025-09-22T23:22:10","slug":"minun-elmni-on-ollut-harha","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yellingrosa.com\/wordpress\/?p=7697","title":{"rendered":"Minun elämäni on ollut harha;"},"content":{"rendered":"

Minun el\u00e4m\u00e4ni on ollut harha<\/font><\/h3>\n

Minun el\u00e4m\u00e4ni on ollut harha,
jota en edes itse ole luonut.
Olen ollut vain sivellin,
jolla muut ovat maalanneet
minulle ymp\u00e4rist\u00f6n.
Nyt kun minulla on
vain v\u00e4h\u00e4n aikaa
ennen lopullista
ratkaisua,
olen n\u00e4hnyt
kangastuksen,
mahdollisuuden
ilman ihmisi\u00e4,
joiden kanssa
el\u00e4m\u00e4ni jaoin.<\/p>\n

Hetken ajattelin,
ett\u00e4 parempi my\u00f6h\u00e4\u00e4n
kuin ei olenkaan,
mutta ei sittenk\u00e4\u00e4n.
Suru joka t\u00e4ytt\u00e4\u00e4 el\u00e4m\u00e4ni
menetetyst\u00e4 luovuudesta
on siet\u00e4m\u00e4t\u00f6n.
\u00a9 Yelling Rosa
2025-09-22<\/p>\n

\"2025-09-22<\/a><\/p>\n

My Life Has Been an Illusion<\/font><\/h3>\n

My life has been an illusion
that I didn’t even create.
I’ve just been the brush
with which others painted
my environment.
Now that I have
only a short time
before the final
resolution,
I’ve seen the fabric,
the possibility
without the people
with whom
I shared
my life.<\/p>\n

For a moment, I thought,
Better late than never,
But no.
The sadness that fills my life
for the lost creativity
is unbearable.
\u00a9 Yelling Rosa
2025-09-22<\/p>\n

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Minun el\u00e4m\u00e4ni on ollut harha Minun el\u00e4m\u00e4ni on ollut harha,jota en edes itse ole luonut.Olen ollut vain sivellin,jolla muut ovat maalanneetminulle ymp\u00e4rist\u00f6n.Nyt kun minulla onvain v\u00e4h\u00e4n aikaaennen lopullistaratkaisua,olen n\u00e4hnyt kangastuksen,mahdollisuudenilman ihmisi\u00e4,joiden kanssael\u00e4m\u00e4ni jaoin. Hetken ajattelin,ett\u00e4 parempi my\u00f6h\u00e4\u00e4nkuin ei olenkaan,mutta ei … Lue loppuun →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[28,36,5,6,194,71,19,54,9,212,10,1],"tags":[558,557,491,285],"class_list":["post-7697","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kielet","category-kielten-tutkimista","category-kirjallisuus","category-kuvataide","category-literature","category-poetry","category-runous","category-suomen-kieli","category-tietotekniikka","category-visual-arts","category-yhteiskunta","category-yleinen","tag-minun-elamani-on-ollut-harha","tag-my-life-has-been-an-illusion","tag-yelling-rosa-poem","tag-yelling-rosa-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yellingrosa.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7697","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yellingrosa.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yellingrosa.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yellingrosa.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yellingrosa.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7697"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/yellingrosa.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7697\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7706,"href":"https:\/\/yellingrosa.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7697\/revisions\/7706"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yellingrosa.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7697"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yellingrosa.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7697"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yellingrosa.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7697"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}